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I Bleed To Know You're Alive.

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Title : Pictures shall do the saying.

Pictures shall do the saying.

I've been trying to lose weight recently.

I think that I'm fat, ugly and short now.

So i'm trying to change.

For a better me.

Had been watching the sky mostly.

They are beautiful and gorgeous.

Counting down day by day to end 2010 a disaster year.

And welcome 2011, a brand new year.

In like, 18days?

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Title : Taiwan KD/KT trip.

Back from MIA.

Went to Taiwan for 4days.

With Yi, Andrew, Addrew and Jay and Jie Jie.

Had lots of fun and enjoyed a lot.

Miss them a lot...

Sobs...

Yi going back NY.

Andrew and Addrew going Japan.

Jay going Korea.

Jie Jie staying Taiwan.

Sad right?

Day 1:

Check in at Changi Airport T1.

Took the plane alone.

Was sleeping all the while...

Took this in the sky.

My food.

4 hours gone.

Reached Taiwan, Taoyuan International Airport

Was walking towards the counter then suddenly, someone hugged me from the back.

Got a big shock.

I thought there was some molester or pervert.

It was this guy.

@ChewAndrew.

Oh yah, follow him on twitter.

Back to the topic.

He arrived in an hour ago so he decided to wait for me.

Went to the counter and settled the documents.

Went to collect my luggage.

Waited

30mins...

Went out of the airport.

I saw them.

Hugs and went to Yi and Andrew's home.

Staying there for the night and off to KD tomorrow.

Long long ride...

Dinner

Games

Chat

Bed time

Day 2:

Woke up very early.

Around 4.30am.

Wash up and we left the house at 6.30am.

The journey was like 6hrs?

I think.

Didn't watch the time.

Played PSP

Singing in the car.

And many more.

Reached there around 1 or 2.

Forgotten.

Went to the supermarket and got stuffs for the BBQ at night.

Spend about $10000 .

Snacks, raw food, drinks, blah blah blah.

Prepared the fire.

Gaming time...

Eating time..

End of the day.

Day 3:

Woke up around 4plus.

Went to the beach.

Yi joined me.

Chit chat there and watched the Sunrise.

It's really very pretty.

Right?

Went to the waterpark and had fun.

Dinner and packing up.

On our way to the airport...

Long ride...

Sleep in the car.

Snacking and blah blah blah...

Day 4:

At the airport.

Said our goodbye and I went in the departure hall with Yi.

Took the same flight back to SG.

He's transferring flight.

Backed home around 1pm.

End of trip.

Home Sweet Home.

More photos next trip.

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Title : losing myself

I'm been living my life for the sake of others. No dream, no aim. What's the point of me living. I lost myself. I don't know why, I don't know how.

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Title : I LOVE HIM

Happy Hari Raya Haji People.

Enjoyed your day?

I didn't because I did nothing.

Saw that picture guys?

That's Maximus Tan.

My cousin.

He's damn cute right?

Hahaha.

I know.

I'm bored and I can't any pics so yeah, use him.

Nothing else to blog.

Badminton with Geraldine,RuiChen,DeTian,YuHeng and his bro at potong pasir cc.

Catch us there at 10-12.

bye Bye

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Title : Me.missing.

I'm back.

A day changed me.

I'm back to the same old girl.

That's living for the sake of others.

It's really hard.

Even though I know this is not what I want.

I can't do anything.

I still eat, laugh, smile but that's not me anymore.

I don't know the reason.

Seems like part of me is missing or someone is causing it.

Who?

The person in my mind?

Which one?

Answer that for me.

Just a random pic to end this post.

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Back from dance training camp.

Had fun.

Sleeping with the girls.

Tickling each other to wake up.

Guess what. We shared room with the guys.

We combine the rooms.

And they were really very noisy.

Worst than our class guys.

Didn't had much sleep.

Had to wake up at 7yesterday when we slept at 2.

No pics.

Because no cams and teach' don't allow us so yeah.

Woke up at 5.30 with the girls to make breakfast for the guys.

Guess what we make.

STEAMBOAT!!

Early in the morning.

HAHAHAHAHA!
Because we can't really cook.

That's the best.

It's EPIC right?

Their eyes went damn big after seeing what we prepared for them.

HAHAHAH!

I can't stop laughing.

Found a new concept and is going to work along it this holiday.

"Black.Dreams:

Cool isn't it?

That's all.

It's not complete yet but i can't think of any so...

that's all for the day.

See you soon.

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Random pic.

05112010.

1hr and 04mins past 0000.

I should be in bed but I can't sleep.

Shall blog.

I fired my boss yesterday.

The reason was, I can't stand her attitude.

I qurrelled with her too.

Wait.

I should say I talk some sense into her.

Learn nothing much there.

Waste time only.

Earned $142.50.

Not a lot.

04112010

Went back to school.

To meet Geraldine, Detian, YuHeng and Bryan.

Went to see what class I go.

Going 3E3c.

I'm taking POA(:

I wish to do well in it.

And I'm going same class as JianYiee.

Haha!

Very happy because we can be classmates again after... erm... 7years?

Haha.

Since K2.

Yup, we went to the same kindergarten and same class for 2years.

Okay.

So our whole clique stays in E3 other than Geraldine):

Good or bad?

Even Detian and keeve changing class.

Bye brothers.

And now there's another worst thing.

Me and V.G going same class.

Jeuzzz!!!

I need to tolerate him for another two years.

I wonder what will happen.

New members:(from what I remembered)

JingMing.

ChengYau.

Julian.

Amy.

Benson.

Amelia.

I suppose a few more.

That's what I remember.

Hope I didn't remember wrongly.

Then headed to Subway.

Tooks some pics.

Take a look at my FB.

http://www.facebook.com/rain.tears

Then went to Geraldine's House.

Goldie scared us at first.

Barking!!

I was like hiding behind the guys.

I took me awhile to stop hiding and played with her.

She liked me.

That's what Geraldine said(:

HAHAHAHA!

I overcame my feared!

Then went to Bishan with Detian.

Shopped alone.

Bought some earpiece.

Gonna post on the next post.

I love them.

Black and White and STARS!

All my favourite(Loves)

Bought subway for mummy.

Bought Oyster MeeSua for Me and C.L (Janice Tan)

Took 53 home.

Heavy.

Nothing much.

Nights ppl.

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Illusions...Blurred images...Cool right?

Work ended at 3 today.

Was early.

Nothing much to do.

Headed home.

That's what I did today.

And wait.

I ate a curry puff from Polar Puffs for lunch.

It's awesome ^^

Love it.

You guys should try it some other time.

And I'm addicted to puffs.

Gosh!

It's fattening.

But who cares since it's tasty.

What I did for yesterday...

Hmmm...

Text. Went Hougang Mall. Eat. Slept early.

Nothing much.

Okay, I webcam with andrew and addrew on Sat or sun.

I seriously can't remember.

Can say that I have STM or whatever.

I don't care.

I took some photo of their funny faces.

I shall post here, if they can be uploaded.

Andrew n Addrew.

Can see their difference??

End of today.

Bye!!

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Title : 29102010 n 30102010

So how I miss you.

Even though.... we are just normal friends.

I like you?

Maybe...

I'm here to blog.

Because ... I feel like.

Started working yesterday.

The boss is a kind auntie.

Started work.

Started at 10am and end a 7pm.

Daddy came and fetch me home.

Thanks god he came.

I'm like half dead.

Shoulder hurts like as if someone sitting on it.

Home around 7.40.

Ate dinner, shower and went to bed.

30-10-2010

Saturday.

Went to work again.

Was early.

Waited and started punctual.

Met some weird guys.

There's nothing wrong with my outfit what?

So why are they looking me like some sickos?

Ended work at 4.

Walked to Potong Pasir.

Is it spelled correctly?

I hope so.

Walk by alley.

So unsafe but it's a short cut so who cares?

Reached there around 10mins later?

Went to Kovan.

Top up my ez-link card.

Went to buy Sweet Talk.

I'm not finishing yet.

It's like I bought it 2hrs ago?

I bought Peach Red Tea.

Seriously, I'm addicted to it.

You all should try.

Then took 113.

Gonna leave home soon and go for dance practice.

Not feeling well but hope nothing happens.

Practice till 11.

Might reply late to msgs or calls.

Don't blame me for that.

Bye ppl.

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Took this from W'Jun's notebook.

分手後不要問的7個問題

不要問：為什麼要分手？
無論答案是什麼，都是你難以接受的原因。

不要問：你有沒有愛過我？
愛過如何，未愛過又如何？總之這一刻就是不愛。

不要問：我做錯了什麼？
愛不是講對錯，而是講感覺。
相愛是談情，不是講理，當愛的感覺已經不存在，對和錯又
可以挽回些什麼？

不要問：我有什麼不好？她有什麼好？我有什麼比不上她？

何必逼對方再一次侮辱你、打擊你的自信心

不要問：難道你不記得我們以前快樂的日子了麼？
他（她）要離開，就是因為他（她）要的是現在的快樂和將
來的快樂。

不要問：不如我們重新來過？
這個哀求只會令對方覺得你更可憐、更卑微

不要問：我們以後還可不可以做朋友？
這樣拖泥帶水，對方只會感到厭煩。

分手時，沉默是最好的問題，也是最圓滿的答案

不愛了

連回憶

都是負荷

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I skipped school today.

15 absent, that's what I heard from Geraldine.

They had some lifeskill thingy.

I was right to skipped school.

Hehehe.

Woke up at 8.

Went online, had breakfast and com-ing till 12.

Prepare to meet X.R they all to pass them the mask.

I was early and they walk very very slow.

until geraldine got so mad.

Then headed to Kovan with her.

Met Keeve n guys on the way.

Bryan disturb me with the stupid nickname he created.

Bought Sweet Talk n treated her and off to Bishan.

Met Y.K there and he ignored me.

What did I do to him?

Nothing.

Never Mind.

Then talk to LaoYi.

Wanted to treat him KOI but then he was sleeping like pig so too bad.

Went to Bishan Library.

Borrowed 6 books and went to Buzz to get magazines.

okay, meet a kind uncle.

Saw me carrying the heavy books, he offered a plastic bag for me.

I thank him a lot.

If not I wonder, how am I going to bring them home.

Then went home.

Saw a not bad looking guy from Catholic High.

And from that, I realized that guys from guy school are better looking then those in mixed school.

Agree?

Shall end here.

B.B

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Now, it's 0020.

2010.10.26.

I should be in bed but because i'm promised the guys to help them so I'm still awake.

There's like so many more videos to upload.

Trying my best to stay awake.

No school today(monday)

Went to meet NAGA players to help them film the games.

Got injured by the ball.

Thrice.

Hurts at first but after awhile the pain is gone.

Hope there isn't any blue black or anything.

Quite fun anyway.

Joking around.

Took quite a number of video n is posting them one by one to fb.

Gonna upload these 2 n off to bed.

The guys are skipping school tomorrow.

Maybe I should too if my daddy don't wake me up.

It's life skill workshop so who cares?

Ending here.

Nights ppl.

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Just deleted the blogshop post.

Sold nothing.

I don't care anyway since I found a part time job.

Hope I can handle it.

Starting on Fri or Mon.

I'm gonna get busy.

I'm looking forward to it.

Saw that picture above.

Yeah, it's freaking ridiculous how much I'm missing you.

Making the same wish over and over again.

I hope you can text me.

That's all I wish for.

I wonder how long I have to wait.

I'm excited for 27Oct to come.

I hope to get back my results on that day and not thurs.

Grades drop.

Gonna try and buck them up next year.

Not going to play like this anymore.

Chose 3E2C, 3E3A and 3E3B

Hope I can handle them.

Gonna try and give in my all.

School holidays officially starts on 29Oct.

It's party time(:

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Staying at home alone = bored.

It been like days since I blog.

So I'm here to alive it.

Last Friday was Home Econ paper and it was damn freaking easy.

The setters give marks so generously.

But... the way they teach sucks like hell.

Cooking mama(you all know who) Is seriously, irritating.

Haiz, I shall not say anymore.

We will be seeing her again?

I hope not.

And I received a pair of drum sticks from MR SEBASTIAN .

Thanks a lot.

Anyway,

Everyone seems to be in holiday mood and heck care results.

That's how I think.

I just hope that I get a passing average and stay in express is enough.

What I did on Friday after H.E Paper:

Home.

Bathe.Change.

Wait for Janice Tan.

Daddy drove us to NUS, The Deck.

Passed the stuff to AuntDoreen.

Went for lunch with daddy.

Dropped us at Clementi MRT station and then We went shopping at IMM

I bought a big black jeans dots ribbon(:

I love it(:

I'm addicted to dots, ribbons and plain colours.

Went to catch toys at the 2nd floor.

Caught a yellow duck? Chicken?

And then went to Daiso.

Bought so very random stuffs.

Then Janice said she want the care bear instead.

The J.J said if she can catch another one, she can exchange for a care bear and she caught it.

Wasted $8.

Including a bag from Daiso -.-

Then went to Plaza Sing.

Bought nothing-.-

No mood I suppose with this stupid girl pissing me off.

Then went for snacks at the basement.

Saw quite a number of cute guys.

Bought Tako and each a cup and headed home.

Sat was normal.

And now Sunday.

Had breakfast with the whole family including granny .

Took bus to bishan with gran.

Change to mrt and alight at Sembawang.

Then bought some cream puffs from Angie Choice and went to LaoYi's house.

Damn freaking bored there.

Chit chat, watch them play ??

Went Sunplaza and bought 2 more ribbons.

Small ones.

See them at the bottom(:

Then had dinner.

Went back.

Quarreled with someone over the phone.

I really made him mad.

Sorry yeah.

I really don't know what to say .

I don't mean it.

If you forgiven me, send me a text.

Thanks You.

Home.Sweet.Home

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If only I could Google the questions on the exam papers.

Science paper today.

People around me said that it was easy, but hell.

To me, NO!

I only knew how to do MCQs.

Blame myself for not listening to Mr Goh's lessons.

Maths tomorrow.

I had a hard time memorizing them.

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Made this myself.

10 Oct which is tomorrow.

Make a wish as if you saw 11:11

Hey, which means you can make 4 wishes tomorrow.

Treasure this opportunity.

10:10am

10:10pm

11:11am

11:11pm

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This song is ...

I forgotten.

This was recorded a long time ago.

Found it today so, I decided to blog it here.

Lazy to find pics.

So yeah.

Enjoy.

Now the time is 4.30pm.

I should be studying science.

But I don't have the mood.

Shall start later.

BYE.

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When will I find that someone?

English Paper 1 n 2 down.

Chinese Paper 1 n 3 down.

Maths Paper 1 down.

How many papers to go?

I don't know.

I didn't count.

Friday, 8Oct2010

English paper 1: Completed the paper and wrote 2drafts for summary.

Maths Paper 1: I should be able to score 27marks.

I don't aim high.

Can't do some sums.

But at least I tried.

School ended.

Went to gran's house.

Bought KFC Melts. Salted Crispy Chicken.Fried Mushroom.Cup Walker there.

Who knows Eric is there?

Ended up sharing the food and Gran fried chicken.

These is what I called CHICKEN FEAST.

It's fattening I know.

But it's alright, I told myself.

Once in awhile.

Played with Max and watch playful kiss .

Didn't watch finish.

I forgotten why.'

Went to Youtube to find songs and we started singing.

Then Home.

And thats marks the end of today.

Gonna study this weekend.

SO much to study and memorize.

Jiayous.

Good luck to everybody having EOY.

Bye, 08102010

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Best thing of the day: We are friends again (:

School.

Maths study mood was on.

Science, still off.

Did Chung Cheng High Yishun paper during Maths period.

I manage to solve the few questions and I taught Syahiirah.

Which means I understand how to solve the questions.

Hurray!!

That's another good thing.

So school ended.

Went Kovan and bought SweetTalk.

Was pissed off by the New aunty attitude.

But for the sake of my drink, I REN.

Then went home.

Study awhile.

Nap.

Dinner.

Study again.

Continue C.C.H.Y paper till question 15.

Was exhausted.

Now the time is 1053

I should be in my bed and not blogging.

But somehow I feel like doing so and I did.

HEHEHEHE!!

Z.M came over with Sticky.

It's the mango pudding flavor .

It sooooo AWESOME._.

Copied someone way of saying something AWESOME.

Yeah, so that's all I have to say for today.

Nights World and Peeps.

Last photo.

Mango Pudding Sticky.

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I just lost a friend recently.

You know who you are.

I saw what you wrote and I sure you saw what I wrote.

I want to tell you this,

I miss you.

Really.

Somehow I feel that a part of me is lost, you took it away.

You can don't want to talk to me but why you have to remove all connections with me?

I want you back, possible?

If can, text me okay?

School was as usual.

Joking around.

EOY is only is 2days time but I'm still so sloppy.

I wonder what results I will get.

I hope for a pass.

That's enough.

Now having a sore throat.

Should be because of the Fried Chicken.

Got nothing much to say.

EOY, end soon.

I need a rest.

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You are a LOSER.

You call me a failure but aren't you yourself one?

And Yes, I'm laughing at you.

Any problem with that?

School was really boring today.

Left house late.

Three bus left together.

FML.

Took a cab to school.

I'm glad I was on time.

Fringe up day.

Was Urgh!!

UGLY.

I regretted cutting my hair.

Didn't speak much till recess.

Yes, silence.

Then blah blah blah till school end.

Went to get Sticky at C.Q.

Woah... the crowd there was a little better than KOI.

Bought 6packs of different flavors and 2lollipop.

Woah, $25plus .

I can't believe that I spend so much on sweets.

Shall taste the lollipop tomorrow(Y)

And then we(Me and Geraldine) headed to Subway.

Ordered Something Chicken Breast Meat.

First time trying it.

Not bad(:

Took Mrt back to Kovan.

And then Home.

H.S.H

Shall end it here.

EOY is in 3days time.

Stressed.

Need to memorize so many formula.

Should I still study?

Because I know i'm gonna die anyway.

1285463713591649.png Die image by shmalloryy

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newbeginning2.jpg Ending Story, Life's New Beginning image by IRock2anyMusic

Death is really something scary.

It can change many things.

The way you think.

The way you gonna continue your life.

It makes a great impact.

Isn't it.

I went to a white event this evening.

Alan's and Calvin's grandma.

R.I.P

Thinking back.

I experience this pain before.

I know how they feel.

Someone that plays a important part in your life suddenly disappeared.

You feel so ... empty.

I tried to grab it, but it was to late.

Tears...

Lost..

Everything I do is , incomplete.

Because I lost my a part of my "heart"

You took it away.

My conclusion about death is...

Facing it yourself, it isn't scary.

Because the final purpose of you breathing is to meet death.

The scary part is the people that love you.

Your death hurts them.

Isn't it?

I searched the word "Death"

This is what I found.

Death is the cessation of the connection between our mind and our body.

When the body disintegrates at death the mind does not cease.

Agree?

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Covering my face because I don't wish to face this world.
I don't want to face it.
The truth.
You know how I feel?
You know what is the meaning of using red words?
I'm using my ''blood'' to write.

Today's is Children Days .

Happy Children Days to the kids out there.

I miss those 12 Children Days I spend.

But it shows something.

I'm now not a kid anymore.

So don't call me XMM.

So school today was still okay.

Art double period.

Listening to songs.

Texting.

Do art.

Maths.

Do paper with Syahiirah.

Recess.

English and CME.

Write summary.

Wrote draft 3.

I made improvement(Y)

And went home.

Grab stuffs and went swimming.

Now at Gran's house.

So will texting lesser this few days because DD is having camp till monday.

Tomorrow is Sat.

As usual , training till noon and then study with them.

What else can I blog?

Tags at comment please.
TY(:

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